Ps : Forgive my broken english .
Before this , this blog is a draft from me at 4 August 2011 .
Then now im free for drop it here .
For what i want to record it at first ?
Its because i dont wish to lost or forget what is my feeling at that moment .
And what is the words that inside my mind and i wanna vent it out .
My spirit , my soul , my heart .. melting .
I've do my best in my position , but i still cant get people's recognition .
Yeah , i need to be more patient .
Im stingy , i know this world cannot afford my stingy style .
So i need to hide it , i need it be disappear .
Try to be more strong , try to protect myself more ,
Try to cover my heart with a think layer of ice ,
Try to think before i talk , try to be more smart before i get hurt
Let my heart frozen , beside that wont feel any pain , any hurts ..
Im two faced person . Everyone is . No one perfect .
To be honest , No One Perfect !
Im not anti social , so dont force me to anti all thats .
Im just like that simple , im emotional , i'll show up what i feel .
I know , now im suppose to suite the social network .
Forgive me if i done any wrong . Because im still newbie in social network .
I love you all , but maybe the way i show out is not too suite you guys .
Im sorry for didnt care what you guys feel , but did anyone care about my feelings ?
The answer i dont really know , because i cant really get it clear .
Once you know that someone is lie-ing you , would you keep going and deeply believe in it again ? Would you ?
If me , the answer should be Yes . Im willing to do that .
If you're lie-ing me , means that you guys care about my feelings right ?
Trust is like a piece of paper . Once it's crumpled , it's will never be perfect again .
LOL im lie-ing myself .
When you have something you really deeply love but it causes you pain ,
God is just testing you to see if you're strong enough to hold it .
Once i fall in , Its hard to pull out .
She's strong enough to look back
But broken enough to walk away
From the bottom of this blog , i dont really clear what is my feelings .
But now already till the end of this blog , i still cannot know actually what is my feelings .
Im bluffin . zz
But now already till the end of this blog , i still cannot know actually what is my feelings .
Im bluffin . zz
